A few days ago I received an email from one of the admin guys of this website I follow. In it there was a request for a prayer for this woman, a "light-worker" from South Africa who had recently had her children abducted by her portuguese ex-husband. At first I felt irritated at being asked to pray for someone. Since my discovery of the teachings of Abraham I no longer believe in the power of praying, unless it's during a meditation / visualization in order to see the receiver fully surrounded by light and well-being. The request had been placed by someone else in the website and this guy had just cascaded the email to all members of the site. Because I had the opportunity to chat with this guy and I felt he is such a nice person I thought to read the request. When I read it I grew quickly from being irritated to fully angry. I could not believe I was being asked to pray for someone who was no victim but rather a silly woman who was using her children as throw weapons against her estranged husband. I know that there are lots of colourful (literally) characters in that site but to me it was taking the biscuit of lack of rational discerning to say the least. I decided however not to write anything in reply to this woman't plea, so I just left it be. The woman's name is Anrita Melchizedek and she has got her own website and youtube page. In her website she is presented as... “...an author, channel, star ambassador and workshop facilitator. She further has the gift of healing, and focuses this energy through the ascension workshops and lectures that she facilitates primarily on a global level. Anrita is a master teacher and also offers many training programs via tele/webinar as well as individual consultations, including DNA activations, Light Body/Merkaba activations and channeled readings by the Elders, ancient, celestial Beings and High Council Members to the Order of Melchizedek”. By the way Melchizedek according to Wikipedia was a king and priest mentioned during the Abram narrative in the 14th chapter of the Book of Genesis. He is introduced as the king of Salem and priest of El Elyon and it’s translated as "my king (is) righteous(ness)".
This the text published in internet:
My precious friends and family,
I have been guided to share with you recent events occurring within my Life. Please know that as I share this, I am centered and calm and feeling the Angelic connection and Divine Love from the many Legions of Light from On High.
I am blessed to be a Spiritual facilitator and Light worker and following my initial awakening in my mid twenties, and indeed a pretty intense journey, I committed my Self to completely trusting and surrendering to the Divine. Through the many Now moments that I have experienced my own challenges, I have always trusted in the Divine outcome of events, and know that each lesson I choose will take me deeper into the Center of Divine Love through my actions and choices, and ability to Love, forgive and let go.
However, karmic relationships can indeed be difficult, whether they are with parents, partners, children or friends. I now find myself working very much with the eighth ray of transcendence, surrounding myself in this beautiful seafoam green and violet ray of transcendence, looking at healing my personal relationships and archetypically integrating both the warrior of the Light and matron, wise woman energy. Additionally, I am working very much on the inner planes for resolution as the Warden, a Keeper of Justice to this earth plane.
I have two beautiful boys, Benjamin and Caelin, aged five and three respectively, and last week, Tuesday August 14th, my ex-husband abducted the children from Cape Town, and took them to Lisbon, Portugal. I left this relationship when I was eight months pregnant with my second son, and came back to Cape Town from Lisbon, where I spent a year, with a fifteen month old toddler and another on the way. Both my boys are home births, have not been vaccinated and have grown up with a lot of Love and affection. Their father has come out about twice a year for a couple of weeks at a time to spend time with them. However, I had no idea he had been planning for over a year to take the children to Europe without my consent.
As the primary custodian and legal guardian to Benjamin and Caelin, they have brought so much joy into my Life. They are also my greatest earthly teachers in terms of patience, unconditional Love, and simply a new level of emotional intelligence in making this connection with them.
In recent years, my relationship worsened with their father and I further found myself in the position of being both the primary emotional and financial provider to the children. However, I always trusted a resolution would be found and that there would come a time that he would step back with his attacks and see that indeed I have been doing a good job as guardian to the children, and choose to be part of our family, supporting us as best he could. And now, while I feel like I am in the midst of a very big storm surrounded by lies and deception, I am very calm and peaceful, loving and forgiving. This is not the outcome I had anticipated, but justice shall be served, on both the inner and outer planes.
I share this with you my sweet friends, for you are my support system as much as I am yours. You are my family of Light, and in this Now moment, I am needing your prayers and Divine Love as I stand steadfast in the Light as this sacred transfiguring Flame of Divine Love, bringing in the appropriate support required at this time.
My focus has further been brought to the many children that go missing each year. Children that are kidnapped, abducted, abused, hurt or abandoned. So please send your Love too to all the children that need your Divine, unconditional Love at this time.
I envisage this Now future with my children safely back in Cape Town with me. Although I am not in contact with them at this time, I am making an inner plane connection through their Higher Light constantly. As I send my Love, I know that they are safe and loved. They are surrounded by so many Angelic Beings of Light, and they feel this support and Divine Love, as much I as do in my connection in Light to them, to you and to the Legions of Light. There is only Love.
Thank you my precious friends for your support and Divine Love.
From my Heart to Yours, to the Cosmic Heart of all Creation.
Blessings in Love
Anrita Melchizedek
Then the next day I happened to visit the same page where the letter had been posted and I could not believe the amount of support she had received from site members which amongst others included the invocation of angelic hordes in order to have those children returned to her ASAP. Never mind what reasons the father of those children may have had in order to do what he did. I was flabbergasted. One thing is to be a little coo-coo and a member of a website full of loonies who write about all sort of ill informed, disparate "New Age" stuff with a total disregard for accuracy and true and something else is support blindingly a woman only because she is a “light worker” and a “victim” of such an outrage as being separated from her children. I wondered if had it been the other way round, Ie: she taking the children away from their father would have had a similar reaction. I saw read. Then I started to write. This is my reply:
Dear Anrita,
I’m sorry to hear that your children have been taken away from you. There is nothing worse than the separation of a mother from her children. And I know this as I have been a mother in past lives when I went through the pain of separation. Because of that my heart goes out to you. There is however a couple of points I would like to make.
I have been asked by a loving soul in this website, Starseed411, to pray for you and I have a little problem with that. Your letter was posted by Steven Hutchinson and it was email cascaded by website admin Rick O’Shields. First of all, and I know how horrified some people may feel about the statement I’m about to make, I don’t believe praying will help you at all regarding your troubles, or on any subject for that matter. When you pray for someone, even with your best intentions and wish for their well being, what you are saying to the Law of Attraction and consequently the Universe, is that number one you fail to see the light and wisdom in their soul and secondly that there is something wrong with that person therefore you are stripping from their own power of realization as the complete, beautiful and powerful human beings that they are. What you are saying really when you pray for someone is that that person needs to get out from where they are no matter what and at any cost, as you have perceived this is for them the right and best thing to do, with total disrespect and disregard to their spiritual path, the situation they find themselves in and ultimately their own creation. Instead of praying for you I’d rather visualize you engulfed in light and well being, with powerful healing descending upon you, master of your own will and your own creation as the incarnated spark of Source that you are. In fact, rather than seeing you I’d rather see your children engulfed in much love and light! After all THEY are the victims in this saga and not you if we are to believe that there is such thing as victims!.
I read in your letter that you claim to be a Spiritual facilitator and Light worker “working very much with the eighth ray of transcendence, surrounding myself in this beautiful seafoam green and violet ray of transcendence, looking at healing my personal relationships and archetypically integrating both the warrior of the Light and matron, wise woman energy” yet it doesn’t seem to be working. Or does it? At least the bit of the “wise woman”. When your ex-husband has taken the children away from you without your consent or without you knowing, or at least that’s what you are telling us, isn’t that telling that your relationships are in dire need of healing? And I mean healing in a very down to earth, “talk-to-me” kind of approach? Or even at an energetic-vibrational level? Thought of that? Ie: send HIM love and visualize yourself making peace with him instead of war? Most especially when there are children involved. When there are children in a dysfunctional family, it’s essential to leave the egos out, sit down and talk rather than just walk out. Because if you do you leave the relationship behind because it bothers you, you don’t like it, you can’t cope with it or you just can’t cut it to your own liking or personal requirements or whatever the reason you leave it yes, but you DON’T HEAL IT. The only way you are going to heal is by being honest and upfront and trying to reach a common ground with your opposite. Also when you walked out, did you not think you were depriving those children of their father and likewise, where you not depriving a father of their children? Did you bother to think about that? Did you ask your little masters, ie: your children what they wanted to do? Where they wanted to go? Where they wanted to live? Guess not.
To me, you cannot ascend to the higher planes of consciousness until you have dealt with and healed more mundane, more EARTHLY, lower vibration subjects and matters, it’s just not possible. And relationships is one of those matters. Relationships are an essential aspect of our incarnation in this plane, an extremely important part of our own growth, of the contrast we need to be exposed to in order to be able to chose and grow. Through your relationships you learn of your own uniqueness, your own value your place in the Universe, which is why you have to cherish and look after your relationships on this denser plane. It is essential. You may work with light and ascended masters all you want however until you have learned how to work with mud you can’t work with wood and until you haven’t learned to work with wood you can’t learn to work with glass or sound, or light or whatever energy… sort of speak. What I mean is that before you go round talking about ascended masters and the elevation of the planet and all that jazz which is all very good and dandy what you really need to do is to clean your own vibrational backyard. Heal thyself before you heal others. Does that make sense? To me it’s pretty basic stuff.
Now, as a medical professional for over 20 years I read abhorred how your children were home births and that they have not been vaccinated. Given the complexity of vaccination programs these days I can only begin to imagine the horror on the face of the nurse responsible for their vaccination program when back in Portugal their dad decides to take them to the doctor, provided that is that their health system is up to scratch and I suspect they are as they are now part of the European Union and making a massive effort to actualize the country. I just hope you took into consideration your husband’s opinion when you decided not to vaccinate the kids. Personally I don’t have a problem with a home birth decision even though I DO know how quickly a newborn baby can “go off” and be dead within minutes without the proper resuscitation equipment and skills. Which is why in the United Kingdom, most mothers are quietly discouraged against it or simply banned from it. Depending on the Health Authority you belong to the medical team (forced by administrators and lawyers) may even wash their hands and ask you to sign an affidavit releasing them from any and all responsibility should the worst happen, that is the death or injury of either mother or child. Whether this is right or not it’s not up to me to say. I just know it happens. Ultimately I believe it’s the parent’s choice albeit a risky one. From my view point this two births however would have been a happy choice made between you and your unborn children at a “karmic” level most likely long before conception took place. And I call it a happy one as I take the children were born perfectly healthy and well. It is however the decision of not vaccinating them the one I’m more worried about.
Believe it or not I’m up for many alternative methods of healing and approach to health matters, to approach the patient in a holistic manner, that is to consider the person as WHOLE. In fact I have been witness in recent years of a great shift of thought from old fashioned, rigid, well established medical practice into one a lot more open, compassionate and accepting. You still find the old ways abound particularly amongst the more strict ruling academia but you also see that a lot doctors are now adopting a more humble approach and accepting that we doctors DO NOT possess all knowledge or all wisdom there is and that we are more open to other ways of thinking and alternative approaches to illness. We now aim to treat the whole of the person as opposed to treating the symptoms. As if in a stance of respect to what we can’t grasp or explain we keep our mouths shut or simply say, I’m sorry but I just can’t explain how Mrs so and so just recovered from her cancer or whatever affliction she endured for such a length of time, etc. In the last 50 years or so, medicine has advanced at a tremendously fast pace. Still is. So much so that we are now saving people’s lives that only 50 years ago would have been impossible given our technological level back then. The lifespan of humans has never been so long in the history of mankind. Diseases have been eradicated of the surface of the Earth. Babies can be treated “in utero” that is, while still in the mother’s womb. People can have their traumatically severed limbs re-attached with almost 100% use of them. Yet I often find amongst the spiritual community such disregard and contempt and even spite for this gift, this evolution, this progress which belongs to humankind wether we like or not. Let’s not forget that THAT TOO is part of our spiritual and global consciousness.
We haven’t reached such an advanced technological level of healing, at least in the so called more advanced countries that can afford it, for nothing. And it has been a decision at mass conscious or unconscious level not just the capricious decision made by the few. We have all taken part, one way or another, wether we want or can accept it or not. Which is why I find in dismay the attitudes of so many otherwise enlightened so called spiritual people. From a vibrational level, had we not decided as human species to get so sick (instead of focusing on well being like older civilizations knew so well) we would have not created the need for such a technologically advanced medical and societal care we now enjoy. And many people initiated in matters of the spirit first thing they tell you is that you need to purify and heal your body even if there is nothing wrong with it. They just perpetuate that sense of lack, of illness and disease I was referring to earlier. Nobody that I know of objects to have their legs broken let’s say in an automobile accident, mended in an state of the art operating room with metal pins and rods and what have you inserted to keep the bones in place until they heal, yet those same people would happily decide not to vaccinate their children or have treatment for cancer. And often their reasonings tend to be based in disinformation rather than the opposite. It doesn’t make a lot of sense.
There is as consequence of all that technological progress which is called CONSENSUS and it’s just what the scientific community has to agree on worldwide on what works and what doesn’t so there is a unified body of thought throughout. Now I’m not going to go into the ethics of that consensus and how it’s reached as I do not wish to open a Pandora’s box, however, and this is the point I was coming to, you did not have the right NOT to vaccinate your children. That I find more difficult to accept as a karmic or spiritual arrangement between you and them but I rather see it as a “self-empowering” effort on your part against your husband. A bargaining tool if you like. This attitude is similar to a case in which this woman, a reiki master amongst other fantastic achievements I will not list here, was diagnosed with a rather invasive and advanced form of breast cancer. She took the decision to ignore the advice of the oncologists to follow the appropriate treatment based on chemotherapy, radiotherapy and / or surgery. Instead she chose to be treated by unscrupulous alternative therapists who, at a cost, treated her in one of the larger cities of the country. For this she had to endure a two hour plus journey each way, up to twice weekly every week for a number of weeks so she would receive treatment. Meanwhile precious time was been wasted.
She called me one day wanting to know what my opinion was. I think deep inside she just wanted reassurance that she was doing the right thing. Like having a little pad on the shoulder, just a sign that it was all ok from someone in the medical profession. My response was that as long as she had taken the decision to refuse treatment on well informed grounds everything was ok. That at the end of the day it was her path. Yet after our conversation I was left with that feeling that those were not the words she wanted to hear. It is very hard from my own perspective to judge people’s decisions regarding their own health. Who is to say that they are not choosing the path for their best growth? Besides, even following the best medical care the country or the world for that matter could offer her she could have had problems, maybe she would have not tolerated it, she could have developed complications or she could have ended up being worse off. We just don’t know. We simply cannot see before hand all these possible outcomes from our human, earthly perspective. It’s all part of the learning. The alternative treatment she had religiously followed didn’t work so she ended up having to budge under family and doctor’s pressure and have traditional treatment. By then the guaranties of a successful outcome, ie: the chance of being cancer free for the next five years, had dramatically and sadly dropped. She was literally clutching her straws.
To me so long as it has been a well informed decision it’s ok to make of your life what you wish and live with the consequences. But when the lives and well being of your children is at stake you can’t do it. You just can’t disregard scientific consensus. Particularly when it has been shown how the research in which some of the statements against vaccination have been proven fraudulent. I’m thinking now of the MMR vaccine scandal that started in this country and swept the globe as it linked the vaccine with autism. Consequently parents all over the world decided against vaccinating their children. And not just MMR but other vaccines as well. As recently as last year it has been recorded a dangerous spike in Measles throughout Europe. See the BBC health news in this link: http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/health-13378119
On the other hand I strongly believe that we haven’t even began to touch the powerful resources to self heal our bodies have been imprinted with in our most essential, deep and subtle energy fields. And I also believe we are in an age of disclosure and enlightenment when we are going to start discovering wondrous “stuff” that will help us understand disease and health in ways we haven’t been able to know before. However, up until that time I recommend people stick to whatever we know and have which is most appropriate to our level of evolution. And that involves vaccinating your children. Unless of course you wish to be struck off your doctor’s list, end up in jail or your children being taken into care by the social work department because according to the law you have neglected your basic duties of care. At least in the medical field I know. Then again maybe in dark and mysterious Africa you can. I don’t know. Can you?
I think that you may have been using your children as throw weapons in your power struggle with your husband and for that I do not respect you. You say you left that relationship when you were eight months pregnant with your second child but I don’t really think you left that relationship at all. In fact believe or not that relationship is still very much active in your spiritual core. One thing however is quite patent in your text and that is with you it all seems to be about ME, ME and ME. The language is all about the first person and I quote “I have been guided… I am blessed… I find myself… I have two beautiful boys… …(who) are also my greatest earthly teachers… I share this… I envisage that…” etc. Interestingly you show little concern about the current welfare of your kids. You say towards the end of your letter that you know that they are safe and loved. Maybe it’s because you know deep inside that they are in good hands. Your husband’s. With whom you are simply having an ongoing power struggle. And may I add, one that comes from times past. I mean, this is not the first time you have been at locked horns with that particular entity. You refer to it as a karmic relationship and I believe you are right, but as a Light worker you probably knew this anyway. Trouble with this is that you haven’t changed your attitude towards the problem or situation so you keep getting more of the same stuff. The more attention you give to strife the more strife you attract into your life. Law of Attraction doing what it does best.
After visiting your personal website I read with interest how you clearly give a rather detailed account of what, from my own ignorance, I seem to understand are the steps of ascension as programed for this so important 2012 year. And so I read: “It is in this Now moment that we are able to ease the tensions and stresses experienced within our daily lives through the focus on stability, equilibrium, understanding, unconditional Love and infinite expansiveness, increasing our ability to remain steadfast in the Light of Mother/Father God while bringing a focus to the injustices upon this earth-plane”. http://www.pleiadianlight.net/page2.htm WOW, it seems you were spot on sister. Yet you claim that you had no idea of your ex-husbands plans for the last year to abduct your children. It’s quite clear to me that a very deep and subtle level you probably DID KNOW what was going on. In fact you contributed to its co-creation. So, again, you seem to be a master of your own destiny. Not only that, according to your own words and I quote again… “I always trusted a resolution would be found and that there would come a time that he would step back with his attacks… ...and now, while I feel like I am in the midst of a very big storm surrounded by lies and deception, I am very calm and peaceful, loving and forgiving”. In other words, you just got what you asked for, methinks.
It’s probably a good idea you envisage this NOW future with your children safely back in Cape Town as it is what you so much desire then again it may be possible that your children have chosen that they are better off with their father right now. Correct me if I’m wrong but I hear South Africa is not a very safe place right now whereas Portugal may be in financial crisis but you know deep inside that Portuguese people have their hearts in the right place. Isn’t that what you used to think whenever you visited? So it may be that in reality all is well and things and situations just need to be left to run their own course. In your own words “The eighth ray of Transcendence is a beautiful expansive Seafoam Green and Violet colored Flame, amplified in Light frequencies to assist in the purging, clearing, healing and releasing of old wounds, cellular memories and false beliefs as well as assisting the physical/etheric body to regenerate and heal itself”. I would keep on that. By the way what colour is Sea-foam green? Got me perplexed on that one.
Finally dear, if you really want your kids safely back in SA you don’t need prayer, what you really need is loads of cash and a good lawyer.
In love and light.
A couple of days later she replied giving thanks to all the support she had received from members of the website. This is the text:
My precious friends and family,
I wish to thank you so much for your heartfelt prayers and sharings and holding the Light with me at this time for the Highest Good of all concerned and the safe return of my children. As I read your messages, the tears were flowing in both joy and heartache. To know that we are indeed this incredible network of Light and through our Divine Love, we uplift and hold one another in both our pain and triumph is the greatest gift we give to one another. We are not alone, and in opening our hearts to one another, in opening to receive, we heal our own heartache and pain while stepping deeper into the Center of Divine Love. I feel so connected in Light and filled with Love from not only the Company of Heaven, but held so beautifully by you, my precious family of the Light
And in opening my heart to you, I received so much more in your sharings. Your story became mine, as mine has become yours. In your sharings with me about your own children, your stories of abduction or having your children taken from you, your stories of resolving conflict with your ex-partners, partners, family and friends, your stories of personal triumph and ability to Love and forgive, takes me deeper into the knowing that Divine Love always prevails. We are Divinely supported on all levels of our Beingness, we always have been and always will be, through Mother/Father God, the Company of Heaven, our Beloved I Am Presence and one another.
Some of your expressed your concern about my emotional wellbeing, others wondered why this could happen to me, others suggested that it would be good to experience anger and rage and let go of pent-up feelings and yet others offered beautiful invocations and prayers, and psycho-energetic and karmic clearing techniques through Archangel Michael, St. Germain and the Violet Flame, being held in the Divine embrace of Mother Mary, and many other wonderful suggestions.
I cannot say that I truly understand myself the reasons that we face particular challenges, or why from a 3D perspective, people do what they do, only that these are Initiations of Light. And when we find peace and Love and forgiveness within our hearts and direct this to those that we perceive we are in conflict with, only then are we able to let go, and truly trust and surrender to the Divine. Although I am heartbroken, I do not feel anger or rage, but these stages too must be passed through and integrated into the deeper experience of Love and forgiveness. I have played the victim/persecutor consciousness role, I have experienced the anger, and indeed the rage too. I have experienced disillusionment, resentment and lack of appreciation and at some point, decided that I no longer choose to experience these feelings through the pain body. This shift, which is occurring within all of us, allows us to follow the Path of Transcendence. It brings appreciation into our lives when we are able to greet each person around us in Love, smiling at those we do not yet know, and forgiving all those we perceive have caused us harm. These pre-birth agreements have served us well, but now, in this sacred year of 2012, we are working with the archetypal integration of the Divine Feminine principle with the Divine Masculine principle, regardless of our gender and karmic rebalancing is being brought into focus. Additionally there is a focus as caretakers to this earth to look after the sacred children, and to embrace them and Love them, and appreciate them in all their magnificence and Light.
It is a time in which the Company of Heaven is asking us to collectively look at the changes that we need to make within our own lives by completely trusting and surrendering to the Divine. To watch how we express ourselves, to be loving and gentle with ourselves and to allow the Divine Unfolding Light of Mother/Father God to work through us as custodians and sacred transfiguring Flames of Divine Love. It takes courage, commitment and strength initially to be in the Now, to hold the vision through the Christed Timelines of Divine Love of all that we wish to co-create in our shared reality of Heaven on Earth, but once we make this commitment, once we can feel the Divine Love of all Creation, we flow graciously and effortlessly in bringing into our realities all that we need to support us on both the inner and outer planes. And it is also a time to open our hearts to one another. To connect through the Unity Grid of Divine Love and to feel and experience this Unified Collective Grid of Heavenly Light and Oneness for one another, for this is what will bring about our Planetary Ascension. To share not only our Light, but our shadows too; to share our pain, our dreams, our hopes and fears, and to feel the support and Divine Love offered to us individually and collectively.
And know that I am always here for you too my sweet friends, should you wish to continue sharing your stories or asking for advice. And there are so many more Beings of Light with you. Your Soul and Star Families, your Family of Light, and the many Legions upon Legions of Light. All is being revealed in this transformational journey into Divine Love and One Unity Consciousness and we are doing this collectively at a Higher Light level, so share your stories and know how deeply you are Loved and appreciated.
I have further been asked about the legal aspects to this unfolding. At this stage I am working with a legal team, but there is much paperwork still to be done and then through The Hague Convention agreement, we will then pursue this matter internationally. So it will all take some time, but I know that these two boys and myself are indeed so truly blessed at this moment, to have your Divine Love and prayers, and meditation circles holding all of us within the Center of Divine Love and envisaging their safe return. Please also send your prayers and Love to the children's father, so he too may feel our collective Divine Love.
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I will keep you informed when I have more news. But know that I am doing well, very well, and regardless of these seemingly tragic events, I feel right now like the most Loved and appreciated person on this Planet and I send this back to each one of you tenfold, so you too may always be embraced within the Divine Heart of All Creation. I Love You.
From my Heart to Your Heart, to the Cosmic Heart of All Creation.
Blessings and much Love
It is quite clear to me that at this moment in my life I find myself in the middle of a huge turning point that started two years ago when I lost my well paid job as a locum doctor. Naturally at first there was much rage and anger at what had happened and how quickly situations had developed with fairly catastrophic results. It was such a constellation of events that happened in such a fast succession that it felt as if they were meant to be. I even lost my driver’s license after being arrested, charged with DUI and spending a night in jail. Something I found mesmerizing was the fact that everything seemed to be based on perceptions rather than on real facts that would have justified a case of malpractice. Anyhow, after being made unemployable by the imposition of restrictions to my practice I found myself with plenty of time in my hands so I had the chance to take a long and hard look at my life. Every time I look back now at the last two years I get that “roller coaster feeling”. Many things have happened in the interim. I met my long waited beloved partner, I cleared all the emotional baggage I had managed to accumulate in my house for the last almost two decades, I completed the renovations around the house with the invaluable help of a good friend of mine and finally the house is now up for sale. We are moving to the South of Spain as soon as the house is sold so we can start a new life in the sun, hopefully in the not too distant future.
I’m a firm believer that things happen to us all because of good reasons. Nothing happens by chance. Absolutely nothing. Whether we are able to see it at the time or not. And I don’t believe it has as much to do with destiny or fate as it has with being our own creation. I no longer doubt that we create our own reality with our thoughts, our actions, our words. Once the initial anger started to subside a little I started to look at things from a colder more serene perspective so I began to ask myself what lessons were there for me to be learned. At the same time and as part of the process I started to look at reasons why all this had happened, where was it all coming from and where was it going. I turned to the Internet. Amongst your run of the mill weird and wonderful stuff, the bread and butter of Internet, I stumbled “by chance” upon the teachings of Abraham which have totally changed my life. Then, very much like pulling a jumper’s thread more and more stuff I had buried in my memory banks started to unravel little by little. I began to turn the clock back twenty years when I had some of the most beautiful spiritual experiences in my life while working in the North of England. One thing I noticed almost immediately was the sense of humour Abraham showed in all the videos I saw. The same sense of humour the Spirit had shown all those years ago. I began to write.
As part of that weird and wonderful I was referring to earlier I came across many different websites with variable levels of lunacy. I began to read about ascended masters, light workers, earth’s ascension to higher dimensions, UFOs, crystals, lemuria, atlantis, psychic awareness, angelic realms, the galactic confederation, the greys, etc, etc. The more I read the more I could see how un-inhibited people were to tell their story no matter how outrageously weird, delusional, dis-informed, ridiculous or disjointed this was. To me it was like discovering a new world. A world where people could just say their piece and even meet others as mad as they were. I was excited. So, I thought to myself, well, and why not me? I also have a story to tell. So here I am. Most of the time even when I’m confronted with stuff I don’t entirely agree with I simply try to let it go. Laissez-faire to the best of my capabilities. Over time I have learned that if something works for a certain individual it’s probably best to let them get on with it. Aren’t we supposed to be masters of our own destiny? However I guess that with the above text I just saw red and decided to write a very lengthy account of my point of view which I thought was full of wisdom and spiritual perspective. I didn’t get not even a comment. My guess is that when people saw the length of the text they didn’t bother even reading it.
From my point of view it helped me to vent whatever I had boiling in my head at the time. In this case the ire against the blind partiality people had shown with total disregard for not only the truth or whatever residual traces could be ascertained from the text (for all we know it could have been just a fabrication of a feverish mind) but also for basic common sense, in other words, there is always two sides to a coin, so, shouldn't the ex-husband be given a chance to express his opinion? after all she left him while still pregnant with her second child. But instead of querying what they were being told or try to see both sides of the coin as it were all the contributors seemed to go on a rampage in support of this rather delusional woman. Interestingly, as I was writing it I could not only see how I had to make the mental effort to get my ideas organized in my head so I could get them on the screen but also how much of the material I was sifting through I could be using for my book. One of the points I seemed to be becoming acutely aware of was the fact that these people, allegedly spiritually enlightened starseeds showed no resonance whatsoever with the concept I stated earlier of being responsible of the creation of our own reality. In a sense it was like finding gold. There is so much I have to tell to so many people that the thought almost blew my mind. I felt even more encouraged to write, only this time I’m writing to be published. So watch this space.
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